romaji
umarete kita
wake wo mune ni toikake
dakedo kotae wa itsumo denai
fumidashita michi wa nani mo nakute sore ga shinjitsu de
tada tomadou bakari
obieru kokoro wa itsu kara ka arasoi no tane wo tsukuri
atashi wa tada tatakau koto de fuan wo magirawasu
*kizutsuite hajimete itami wo shitta
kanashimi wa oshiyoseru nami no you ni
atashi wa kono mi wo mamoru koto de
nee dareka wo kizutsuketa?
togire togire ni ukande wa kieru
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ai suru kimochi wo oboeteru
ikite iru koto ni kihaku de nagasareru dake demo
michi wa tsudzuiteku
osaekirenai kimochi sae ikiru chikara ni shite
tsumikasaneta deai koete atashi wa arukidasu
**arifureta nichijou no naka ni aru
nozomanai arasoi naze owaranai
ikiteru koto no omosa wo shitte
itsuka hito ni yasashiku naritai
akenai yoru wa nai you ni
kokoro ni hikari sasu hi wo negau kedo
atashi wa tada tatakau koto de fuan wo magirawasu
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english
I’ve been asking my heart for the meaning of my existence
However, an answer never comes forth
I began to advance down a path only to find nothing there, and the truth of that
causes me nothing but confusion
When was the source of my frightened heart’s conflict created?
I am simply using this struggle as a way to distract my own insecurity
*I was hurt, and knew pain for the first time
The sadness surges like a wave
Could it be that by protecting this body
I was able to cause someone else pain?
Bubbles1 vanishing one by one as they float away,
I am still remembering the sensation of love
Life insistently pushes my weak self
forward
And so, the road continues on
Even these unbearable feelings, I’m turning them into life energy
By struggling through these accumulated encounters, I am beginning to move on.
**Dwelling within the ordinary and mundane,
Why won’t this unwanted struggle end?
I am beginning to understand the burdens of life
One day, I want to become compassionate towards other people
So that this night will eventually turn to dawn,
I hope that one day light will pierce my heart, but…
I am simply using this struggle as a way to distract my insecurity
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repeat **
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