romaji

yasashisa o  kawaisou na boku e
Lost mind  kanashimi kanjite
Get life  igai to gouman na no desu
ORE wa saitei

naku to ii  KIRISUTO ni ginge shite
gedatsu o  kokoromita yoru desu
butterfly  sanagi wa minna kaeru
setsunakatta  naabasu days
ima ano hi no kokoro torimodoshitai

I want this only
sagashi motomeru  ano giniro no hikari no naka de
naiteru hito mo  tatakau hito mo
ai suru hito mo  ai suru boku mo
dare mo kizuitenai keredo... why?
sou sa... kono mama  no pain trance continue

sagasou  kotae wa kikanaide
mitsuketai  GIRIGIRI no shoubu de
Get life  jikan ga sonna ni nai ze
sore ga  start way

I want this only
sagashi motomeru  ano giniro no hikari no naka de
dare ka o kizutsukete  jibun mo kizutsuite
dakedo owarazuni  tada oimotome
nani mo mietenai keredo... why?
kitto  kono mama  no pain trance continue

sagasou  kotae wa kikanaide
fuan mo  kanashimi mo kakushite...
dare ka ni aitai to kanjite
kokoro ga kowaresou ni naru...

shinitai to iu toki  ikitai to kanjiru
kono giniro no hikaru no naka de
aitai to iu toki  aenai to kanjiru
kono kanashimi no hikari no naka de

I want this only
sagashi motomeru  ano giniro no hikari no naka de
hikari no naka de  hikari no naka de  hikari o tsukinukete  
I want this only...

english

You send kindness to this poor soul,
But I’ve lost my mind; all I feel is sadness
Gotta get a life; that’s pretty arrogant of me
I’m the worst

It’s alright to cry; Tonight’s the night
I confessed my sins to Christ and gave nirvana a try.
All butterfly cocoons will eventually hatch
My painful days of nervousness –
Right now I’d like to recover the heart I had back then

I want this only
I’m searching it out – within this golden light
People who are crying, people who are fighting
People I love, and the me that I love, too
None of us have noticed, I wonder why
It’s probably ‘cause this way there’s no pain; the trance continues

Gotta go look for it – don’t just ask for the answer
I’d like to find it in an intense showdown
Got to get a life - there’s not enough time for that
But it’s a good way to start

I want this only
I’m searching it out – within this golden light
If I hurt someone else, I just wind up hurting myself
It may never end – I just keep up my pursuit
I can’t see anything, but why?
It’s ‘cause this way there’s no pain; the trance continues

Gotta go look for it – don’t just ask for the answer
Gotta hide your anxiety and your sadness...
Whenever I feel like I wanna see someone,
my heart feels like it’s gonna break down...

Whenever I say I wish I were dead, I actually wish I were alive
Within this golden light
Whenever I say I wanna see you, I actually feel like I won’t be able to
Within this light of sorrow

I want this only
I’m searching it out – within this golden light
Within this light... Within this light...  Gotta punch through this light
I want this only...